2005 Illinois Emerging Writers Competition
Elliot R. Mandel, Glen Ellyn, IL
in the middle of Nosomewhere
llllllllor
on the road with the bradley university chorale,
llllllllspring tour 2002
in the middle of Nosomewhere
lllllllllllllor at least, between the mississippi
and the rockies,
llllllllllll or more practically, between
the last concert and the next,
is space:
llllllllllll the sun has room enough to
make whole shadows of clouds
lllllllllllllupon terrain known as kansas
where a continuous yet flimsy wire-woodenpost fence guides the two-lane
highway lllllllllllllsupporting a greyhound
going one way
lllllllllllllllllllllllllland a peoria charter
going the other.
make no mistake,
lllllllllllllwe're not settlers on this western
prairie
lllllllllllllwe're not staying long enough,
and some of us aren't even awake.
chin rests on knuckles, shoulder smushes against window,
llllllllllllleyes watching the land stand
still;
lllllllllllllafter all, it's the bus (with
me inside) that does the flying by.
"american" doesn't describe the landscape;
lllllllllllllthis space sitting blurringly
still isn't kansas, you don't cross a line into colorado.
this part of america is defined not by the presence of people, but by
the wind that carves, llllllllllllwhistling
its song of ghostly vastness
lllllllllllllllllllllllllover dried-up streams
llllllllllllllllllllllllldead-grass-golden
hills
lllllllllllllllllllllllllthe backs of benevolent
bovine
llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll skimming
the tumbleweed along…
glancing up from out, now approaching the golden arches of mctropolis,
llllllllllllit sometimes wears an arby's
hat
llllllllllllpromising intestinal havoc;
this is american landscape,
llllllllllllso is the train out there that
classically parallels the road.
the distinctive american stamp:
llllllllllllany town with nine or more people
has a baseball field.
there is also farmland, both meat and wheat
and occasional proof that rickety windmills still creak in the prairie
breeze,
llllllllllllbut are the only wild animals
the silhouetted birds V-sweeping the sky?
as the edge of the road-pavement and grass-smears along the bottom of
my window,
llllllllllllla feathery dark mass seizes
my stare.
the regal hawk puffs out his chest
lllllllllllllsubtly poised in a tree's mid-march
skeleton
lllllllllllllsurveying the vista, ruler of
everything his eye pierces
llllllllllllllllllllllllllunflinchingly oblivious
to the concrete arteries
llllllllllllllllllllllllllpumping people
empowered by sedans.
lllllllllllllif the years did 75 down a
lonely highway,
lllllllllllllllllllllllllthis bus and those
cars passed the people we inaccurately dub
"indians"
lllllllllllllllllllllllll("native americans"
in a spasm of political correctness)
a long ways back;
lllllllllllllllllllllllllas a matter of fact,
llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllwe
left 'em drunk off our dust.
time and driving fade the silver spur motel into the rusty spur saloon
lllllllllllllloutside a colony of crumbling
ranch shanties.
llllllllllllllsome were promised paint jobs,
others knew they'd survive without 'em.
a grove of trees sprouts on the horizon
llllllllllllllsoon dusk will drive seamlessly
into dark
lllllllllllllland the grove will go with
it,
and in another hour, the color on the other side of the window
will begin to look like the underside of my eyelids.
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